playing Ne-Yo - Why Does She stay for the millionth time plus one
i wish you’d vibe with that, feel the words, feel me… understand.
step outside of yourself and see how much i love you
because i don’t know what else to do
and im tired of talking, wasting air
nothing more can be said, what more can i do
im tired, im exhausted, and i have to rest
competition is not my thing
begging is not my forte
i don’t want to feel stingy, needy, or clingy…
but please don’t LOSE me, i can’t be replaced
there is no insurance on me.
im afraid, because i know i care, but i’m feeling like i don’t want to anymore
scared that i’m falling out of love with you
i love you, but i’ve spent so much time being in love with you
and for long it has seemed fruitless, reward less, just exhausting
i don’t want to nag, or feel like i bother you
and when i do, i feel bad about it. why?
because someone is always going through a struggle that i may not see
but if you would talk to me and tell me, i’d know, right?
now I’m fighting myself because i care, but i feel as if its not as much
i love you, but maybe not how you love me
maybe that’s becoming equal now
because i think I’ve always loved you more
more than you’ll ever know
more than anyone that you know
even though you let them overshadow it
why do i feel bad about how i feel, when you’re messing up?
repeated. a million times plus 4.
chyna Says:
Wow @ There is no insurance on me. Imma steal that. *hugs* I wish he’d get it.
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nesa* Reply:
December 3rd, 2008 at 1:12 pm
you’re always jackin’ me!
i had to edit it though….
i meant lose me, ’cause there is no insurance on me.
i love that line.
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Denity Says:
I’m stealin that too! That was deep though Nesa… I enjoyed readin that.
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nesa* Reply:
December 3rd, 2008 at 1:14 pm
yeah, i’ve been thinking about our convo since the day we had it. i’m so tired that i feel myself giving up. figured i’d do one last emotional release before i just…stopped.
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Derek Says:
I see you Nesa. Good job.
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