shit i need and want to have done before or by the time i hit 25 next year.

- I want to be out of here. i already know where im headed unless i have reason to go elsewhere. ain’t tellin yall where though.

- i will find a job in the medical field again before i move there though.

- i want a house. but if im still single… i’ll just townhouse or condo it up. duplex, sumn… the house isn’t that high on my list

- i would like to NOT be single *coughiknowwhatiwastoldnottodobutsowhatitspartofwhatiwantcough* so i should be with someone who isn’t going anywhere. end up doing a 2 – 3 year engagement depending on when the question is popped, end up married by the age 29 – 30. holy shit im so close to bein old. seems a bit much… nah, i know what i want. i’ll have someone who wants the same.

- family planning. yep… i want a lil boy dammit ! so in the next few years, if all of the above is goin as it should. imma get me one.

- loose ties with anyone, will be cut. i’m already doing that. no idle emotions, and i’m too grown for crushes.

- loose ties with family will be tightened. oh, some WILL be cut too, because they just cant get right.

- me bein the person i am, i care too damn much and it really is hard not to. hopefully by then, it will be nipped in the bud.

i dont really need or want much more, don’t know what else to add. i just need to put some shit in motion. some times we’re so worried about the wrong thigs, that the right ones get overlooked.

oh yeah, i was told by a medical professional, that i need to destress. alrighty then.

hope you know what that means. starting today…idgaf !