Why is it that when you are happy, minding your own business without a care in the world, ever tom, dick, and harry all of a sudden wants to claim they like you, miss you, love you?

how can i like somebody for months on end, and it goes no further than casual flirting and friendly conversation? you obviously not checking for me like that, so why when I move on, you all of a sudden want my time and attention acting all cutesy and gettin salty when i’m not beat for it?

how don’t i even know you like me PERIOD, then all of a sudden you see me checkin’ for somebody else, THEN you breakin out confessing your love for me?

wait…what?
gtsoh.

Ex boyfriends and shit comin out the woodworks claimin they miss me, they love me, want me back, and are sorry for everything they put me through.

nigga, why now? is this a test?

any time somebody has my attention they don’t want it. soon as it’s not there anymore they jumpin through hoops, acting jealous and bitching trying to get it.

contrary to popular belief and against all gay acts and school girl giggling. i am indeed single. but i’m happy. i have no idea what’s going on but i don’t mind it. i just want people to leave me thee hell alone with all this out of nowhereness before you fuck me up and mess upwhat i got goin on whilst i am doing me.

so hey, fuck YOU, you, (you’re cool), and motherFUCK you.
stop blowing up my phone/email/text/smoke signals.

mkthxbai!

The best things that can ever happen to you, are those things you never saw coming. The ones you didn’t plan, want to fight off, but don’t. The ones that are so easy that you move them right along, have no idea what’s going on, but oddly you don’t care.

i just don’t question anything any more. 9 times out of 10 now, if i have to think on something too long, i just do the opposite of it and throw caution to the wind. Granted after it’s said and done, for a split second i go “did i just do\say that -.-”

seems to be working though. i’m a lot more happy lately. Life is easier when you just don’t care to stress, question, or over analyze things.

er..
the whole moving thing…
after looking at local real estate, i don’t think i want to move any more lol. well, not out of michigan that is.
the job market is opening back up, tuition is dropping, and cost of living is just OD cheap lol.
$1500 a month and i can get a three bedroom two bath condo with a fire place, upstairs, downstairs, and basement. uhm, yeah. if you can’t do better than that. i’m cool.

been looking around for jobs, but im trying to figure out how the hell imm go on interviews without getting fired. ugh. hopefully get the job and not worry about it i guess lol. sheesh.

Really trying to get to NY the first week of July. So much going on that I need to take care of, I wonder if i’ll be able to go :(

I promised I wouldn’t be sad or let down if I couldn’t go though. In due time, all things prevail. so hey, i have another 3day in September if all else fails :)

Amanda is getting married soon. holee fudgin’ BAWLS man -.-
I saw her in her dress and almost had a moment. she looked sooo pretty. *sigh*
Her an Steffhen are great together. She’ll break her neck for him, and he’d do anything for her. They fit, they work, they’re happy.
I wish them all the best. Though I still haven’t gotten my dress -.-

I wish all my friends happiness. I keep them all in my prayers daily.

i pray that stinky doesn’t let his situation with “her” turn him into a bitter man. you’re too good for that. you’re a sweetheart with a caring soul. don’t change that.

PB! This week needs to hurry by in the slowest way possible. i will pray and hold a candlelight vigil until Saturday. you deserve it, it’s already yours, just go claim it! I’ve prayed on it before and will continue to do so until all test, interviews, and callbacks are done.

All 5 of my friends who are getting married, having kids, recently engaged, i pray for your happiness. tis a blessing! hope it continues. :)

To all of those who aren’t as happy, i pray for you to. Im sure once you sort things out, your time will come as well.

oh, and you to sir. dunno what’s going on, but i hope you find yourself soon. seem a distant, pal.

damn this curse of wanting everyone to be happy. oh well, good karma brings blessings.

imma go play Sims 2 now.
btw… OMGWTFAPPLESAWSE! SIMS 3 IS ABOUT TO COME OUT!
*dances up the walls like an asshat*
yayyyy !