i am thoughtful. i always am.
said i’d stop thinking so much
but eh, its fine to be thoughtful
long as its about the right things…
as long as its not stressful
and i’m coolin
i dream of things that may never come true
i wish for things that may never be
i’m holding on by a thread
i understand my confusion
i am in love with love
and i’m fine with that
the future is scary, but i know i have to work towards it
you never know whats going to happen but you have to let it happen
i’ve set a plan in motion not knowing how it will turn out
and i’m fine with that
partially influenced, not knowing whats on the other side
kinda caught up in a fantasy, but my reality is there
i’m alone, but then again, i’m not
i may be in this alone, but then again, i won’t be
in due time, in whatever fashion, with whomever
and i’m fine with that
i won’t rush my destiny, but sometimes we just “have to force it”
nature knows best though.
;]
(don’t phuck me over nature, i’m banking on you !)
whatever, where ever, whoever, whenever you have what you have for me, better be good, lady…
there’s a plan for all of us.
a plan for me, a plan for you, a plan for us, a plan for we
nobody knows what that may be
i dont know what im doing half the time
but unlike most, i’m fine with that.
lifted.free.happy.weightless…at peace.
this has been a long time coming…
and i’m fine with that.
playing: janelle monae - you
i’m feeling so… ahhhsome as of late. ;]
buenos noches.
23. Female. Grand Rapids, Michigan. Mother of one, Mari.
Phlebotomist & Medical Assistant Loves: Mari, My friends, My Career, Nintendo DS, Cooking, Graphic Design, Poetry, Hoodys, Heels & good music. Quiet, yet outspoken when necessary, funny, sarcastic, some may even call me sassy. Over the years I've grown to love myself more for who I am. That confidence can sometimes be read as conceit, but I am beyond humble. I am not a perfect church goin', bible toting Christian, but I am a strong believer in God, and keeping my faith is what's important. I love me life and all those in it. More then blessed, and thankful for every minute of it.