ramble bamble in poetry form

Life just wont let me live
Always wanna take when I don’t have shit to give
Gotta admit, life is fuckin corny
Waking up some days like “this shit aint for me”
Starting to ask why, but why the hell not
But am I not tired of givin it all I got?
On my day off I’m wishin I was workin
No time for idle thoughts, no soul searchin
Just can’t win no matter how I try to play it
So much shit to say yet I don’t know how to say it
Feels really good when you really don’t care
You can think that shit but your heart will take it there
Cant have friends, females always try to outdo me
Cant date these niggas because they only wanna screw me
Try to be helpful, but people take advantage
Do you not see that I can barely manage?
Think you hustled me, you really hustled my kid
“I didn’t get new stuff”, well I bet he did
Niggas always say borrow like they gon give shit back
Kindness is weakness, that’s a known fact
Why a bitch gotta do me dirty all for a piece of dick?
Come at me on some bullshit thinking she slick
But its them slime ball bitches that niggas go for
Act like a slut, the niggas will love you more !
I’m on some real shit, chill shit, the type you make your wife
But those the type of females a nigga DON’T want in his life
Niggas are ass backwards in their ways of thinkin
You can tell them real shit but it just wont sink in
You can say it verbally, poetically, shit, put it in an e-mail
To some people you’re gonna be “just another female”
I look back at shit and damn, love just don’t love me
nobody gonna say this is how its supposed to be
Am I complainin? Hells yeah im complainin
Give my fuckin all and what am I gainin?
I have the right to do so, can’t tell me I don’t
Imma get it because I deserve it, cant tell me I wont.
These other bitches complain, bitch for WHAT?
Nobody want you for a “wife” when you a lowkey slut
These heartbreaker ass females takin niggas down a notch
Shatter him all to pieces and then just watch
When I try to love him I gotta mend his heart
But this wall he got up is gonna tear us apart
These hot and cold ass brawds who fall in love every minute
Make it hard for real females who emotions are really in it
They quick to pass out, hand out, or give up the ass
Guess that’s why good girls like me will always finish last
Aint no way to do special shit anymore
Anything you try to do, has been done a billion times before
Females come, females go, won’t be no time for me
Irreplaceable? Nope, you better tell em B
Put a lot of time and heart into shit
Its like I get in the ring just to take another hit
Thought I knew what love was, but I really didn’t know
Took the love of one person to really help it grow
Took the love of another to really push it to the limit
I know they both love me, but neither are really in it
Not the right time, the right place, or the right thing
Gotta appreciate it for what it is for the time being
“when a good girl’s gone bad…” well y’all know the rest.
Nah not me, I look a life like a test
This shit is a crash course, not the final exam
Everything I’m not, makes me everything I am
To care a lot more, you gotta care a lil less
Gotta know that through it all “nesa you da bess !”
Life can throw a bow, knock ya teeth out, shit imma still be smilin
Hang with the boys on the weekend, “yo cousin, you wiiiiiilll’n” !
Have a few drinks while they spark up an L
Stop fuckin thinking so much and just in & exhale
I’m grateful for what I got and the people I get it from
So uh, right now I want you to give the drummer some

No ma really, give the drummer some !

Can’t touch the untouchable, break the unbreakable
Shake the unshakeable …
it’s nesie baby !
(repeats and two steps)

A little irrational at times, I may get beside myself, but I’m still the best thing since sliced bread, nigga.
Get chu a loaf !