This blog, is about nothing.

Why? Well shit, I can’t think of anything else to say.
Repetition is mind numbing
I’ve said it all a million times over
I felt it a billion times through, to no avail.

How many times can a heart pound through your chest before it bursts?

Maybe I need a good cry.

Release? Possibly.

Uncertainty? Most def….

That’s why the hell it’s so hard.

Gotta stop rushing my destiny though.
What I want, what I need, what I deserve, I shall have.

Maybe what I dream of, isn’t it. Maybe that would be all wrong…

Uncertainty, is fucking hard.

Can’t rush…destiny.

Tell my heart that. Its arguing with my head, my sanity, my common sense.
Is it the struggle, the fight, the determination of it all that makes me want it more?
The possibility of pouring ME into something, just to be tipped the fuck over and wasted again…
Fucking sucks.

Breathe,

I’m good.

To my future best friend, my future man, future lover, future husband…
My heart beats for you, yearns for you, and I have yet to know you
Yet to meet you,, yet to hold you, but I love you already.
I live life for you…

I put all my time, effort, emotion, love, energy, all of ME, into loving you
I dedicate my all to you, I want to feel as if I would die without you
Why? Because you deserve me…
I want to kiss you, hold you, cater to you, make you the king of my queendom
You can lean on me when you feel you’re about to fall
I’ll listen without speaking when you just need to vent
Try to make you smile when ain’t shit funny
Because you deserve it…
I want you to be so mad at me that you want to leave, but you can’t help but stay
I want you to be so pissed off that you reduce me to tears that you turn around and wipe away
I want you to say things like, “I can’t fucking stand you, but I love your ass”
I want the ups, the downs, the good, the bad, the beautiful, the forever.
Because you deserve me.

So when you find me, when you meet me, hold on to me as if you know what you have
Realize how special I am, how there can only be one like me
How you would be empty without me
Lost without me
Wouldn’t be YOU without ME.

Because we, deserve US.

Eh, guess there was something to say.
Idk where that came from lol