p.s.

i so wanna bite him -.-
lol, mayne…

The Half Experience
yessir, click that.

excuse the video. i’m just feelin real good.
out with the old, in with the new
focused on my goals.
validation !
had a awesome weekend.
was HIGHLY entertained, lol.
dusted off photoshop, what? even did a nice little photo manipulation.
pfft. must be sum’n in the wattuh, and imma keep sippin’ *two steps*
again, i curse too much, i need to knock that shit off, i know…
look, the video even caught me at a nice frame. shut, UP !
lol. imma go to bed. :biggrin:

baby please excuse my hairssssss ! LMAO. yo, i’m out…

i’m good, i’ll stay that way.

imogen heap !
i just want to put my head on her lap so she can rub my hair and sing to me.
i love this weird, big-hair’d, pale woman.

her music puts me in a place where chaos could surround me, but i’d still be smiling.

this song, helps me breathe…

this will be the only song i play for a few days…maybe.

i love music. if i could turn it into a man, i’d marry it.

-change that damn ringtone. everything means EVERYTHING…
-my vids get captured at the worst frames :(
-just laugh at people
-love those in your life, fuck the others
-look out for those you care about
-i fucking love ME
-stop the idle thoughts
-live life, things will fall in place
-ex fucked me up, but i’m good now. i have closure…

p.s. i curse a lot.
i need to stop cut back. :left:
don’t act like you weren’t warned.

Some of the things I said in this video, I most certainly meant, but maybe not the way I said it.

The threats, well yeah… I’d really want to, but if things went down that way, I’d be so hurt and disgusted that I’d never be able to look you in your face again, so none of that would happen.

I feel like an insane bitch when I watch this video. Usually things like this I wouldn’t share with anyone, but I think this will help me heal. At this moment, in this point in time, I am crazy. Crazy as hell and it’s not just my fault, its your fault. Yours, yours, and yours. I’m nothing but loving, caring, devoted, dedicated and providing. I have my moments where I may be difficult or get on your nerves, but who doesn’t? Why am I not loveable? What do I do that makes you not want to be with me? Why am I only good for you when it benefits you? Why am I never good enough? Why am I always in competition? Why do I have to suffer because some females who didn’t deserve you, weren’t ready for you, took your heart and fucked it over? Am I nothing more than a phat ass and a cute face? Am I the one you love, or is it my assets? Can a convo be a real convo without it including my ass, sex, or your fantasy? Do you know my worth, or do you really think I’m cheap? Do you think I’m really fucking stupid? Why??

But in the end, guess what?
you’ll always be able to use this line: “Nesa, you’re not my girlfriend.” And I’m not. We’re both single now, right? Reality…

**And you, right at this moment, you are boldfaced lying to me and you know it. I sir, am not boo boo the fucking fool.
Sorry, had to add that because this nigga is fucking full of it right after i fucking get up. Anyway.

The written vent is just a lot of shit for more then one person. If it applies to you, you’ll know. Whatever, there’s the video.

i didn’t watch this because i didn’t want to see anything i may want to “edit“.
the whole point in this was to capture raw emotion in the moment.
i think i may have cursed a lot. so for those who don’t think its “becoming” of me. bite me and hit the [x] .

i do feel better though :biggrin:

*walks off*