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There are 22 letters in your name.
Those 22 letters total to 103
There are 11 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 4

The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.

The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don’t want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

Kinds creepy because a lot of it is true, even the numbers stood out to me.

i dont agree with ALL of it though.

I got that tonight. Went something like this here…

*phone rings*

Me: hello?
Him: man, you know what?
Her: *giggling* damn, you couldn’t say hi first?

Ahh man, tag teamage…
This cannot be good.

Me: what I do now?
Him: yo, I let you off easy at dinner last week.
Me: uh…
Her: we got another question for you.

=/

Me: and what would that be?
Him: you said you not looking, right?
Me: nopes.
Her: said you were gonna just let it come to you, right?
Me: yeps.

Her: how you gonna know what’s coming your way if you don’t know what you’re waitin on?
Him: exactly. It could be right in your face and you wouldn’t know it.
Her: how you gonna know the difference between whats the real, and what aint?
Him: how you know you know being oblivious to the real?

There was more. They grilled me.
Nigs get married, and turn into dr phil and oprah.

But eh, good question.
I’ll do this in a light-hearted fashion though.
Im not beat for over-analyz-ation-ism

Top 20 of what I want in a significant other.

20. For you not to put my ketchup & mustard in the fridge, srsly…

19. For you to squeeze the toothpaste and all other tubular items from bottom to top, Not in the middle.

18. I don’t like doing dishes. If we have no dishwasher, can we please alternate?

17. don’t piss all over the floor or toilet or leave the seat up

16. don’t leave shoes and what nots in the middle of the floor for me to trip over

15. be my best friend. there can be no relationship if there is no friendship. hell is the point if i cant kick it with you and have fun without it feeling like obligation?

14. When we’re in the car and I start yellin at traffic and old ladies in big ass buicks, don’t look at me crazy, join in with me and toss up a finger or two.

13. If we have to, noodles, nuggets , and burgers are cool, but can we eat real Italian, Japanese, and Mexican food? Something exotic that most negros cannot pronounce? Srsly…

12. Can you not be suit/tux/dress clothes-a-phobic?

11. Have a young spirit and an old soul like me? I can chill with 40 year olds and vibe, can you sing along to music that was made before we were born ?

10: speaking of, can you please listen to more than just rap, watered down hip hop, ass shaking music, and that so called baby makin ass r & b? we cant be fighting in the car over playlists.

9. I don’t care if you can’t cook, can you at least pour me a bowl of cereal or fix me a sandwich every now and then?

8. Acknowledge that im not perfect, but know that im perfect for you

7. Do little things to make me smile and feel wanted, special, loved etc.

6. Remember there is no me or you. Its us and we.

5. Save you’re sorrys for when you really need them. But there should never be reason to. If you understand me and I understand you, I know you don’t mean anything you’d have to apologize for.

4. don’t lie or hide things from me. Be real and honest, I appreciate it more.

3. Tell me things I may not want to hear, but you know I need to hear them. I need you to keep me in check and in touch with reality.

2. Love my mawwies as if she was your own

1. Never take me for granted or leave me when times get rough.

I’m a simple girl. I want to live in a simple world, with a simple man, in a complex love that nobody understands but us.

;]

I think too much, this has been established, this is being worked on.

Viva la bloggage !
Bloggage is better than baggage. – nesa

Yeah, I like that.

Anyway, today is one of those days.
gloomy rainy, i had to be at work at 8am……..

It started last night, twin was right, I should have stayed home.
Females irk me. Imma not get into all that though.

I need to change some things in my personal life and my social life. I have noticed that people are draining me or leeching off of me. They may be able to do so in one way or another if I don’t gtfoh ya know?

The mbf asked me about a month or so ago if I ever just thought of leaving or just needed to get away. Also said I was in a fish bowl and didn’t know it. I let my fear of being alone or without a suppport system force me into coming up with excuses to avoid the obvious.
Shit, I’m awake now and seeing things in a new light. I’m about to get my Obama on and plan for change and progress. Imma start my research on some realness. I gotta do what’s best for me and the mini me and this won’t cut it. Plus I’m not gonna let all that schooling and training go to waste. If alaska called me with a nice position, benefits, and great pay, id go kick it with Palin and tell all of you to suck it easy.

i’ve been thinking about planning a trip soon. REAL soon. i’m looking for a sign saying that i shouldn’t because i have this feeling…
you ever just feel like you’re setting yourself up for failure? lol, that how i feel every time i look at plane ticket prices. like “nah, dont even buy em”

i’ve been trying to narrow it down to a few places:
-the obvious one, but i wont even go there. every time i start that topic it seems to get the run around. (thats a sign)
-philly. would be ahhhsome cuz i’d get to see shannypop and “nem” lol i do have reasons why i dont wanna go there though. at least not now.
- ny would be cool, but im not really in a nyc mood. although i could see myself getting my carrie bradshaw on again. i ‘d manhattan
-dc or va or even md, so thinkin it. i’m sure id have maddd fun if i hit that area. i could probably get some shit together. lol. could even kick it with my cousin at hampton. i’ve even been thinking about going to school there since she 1st got there. has it been a year already? idk. my other cousin thinks it would be good for me. she been sayin it since been sayin it since been sayin it !
-cali. uh… lmao. i still say fuck cali, but i may actually enjoy it. take me to some chillness, and i’ll go ! maybe. why does cali scare me? lol.
- chicago/ohio/indiana, wouldnt even feel like a trip. lol thats across the street. maybe thats what i need for now though.

maybe i need to just sit my ass down until the spring/summer time.

i think soon may be like around christmas just for a lil extended weekend ish. really, i should do that. i think i have vaca pay too. might as well, you know?

Speaking of my mbf (damn, that was a zillion lines ago. off topic much?), I think I spend too much time worrying about being edged out or focusing on who’s getting his time or attention when I myself could probably pick up the phone and call more. Why let dust collect in my faves when he’s taking up two spots. Idk why I always feel like I need permission to call him now. Maybe I’m too dependent on him. Maybe he shouldn’t talk to me as much for certain reasons. Idk. I know I don’t like being clingy or feeling like I’m bothering anyone, that’s why I keep it chill. Its not like we don’t talk, so whatever. I guess that’s just me wanting things back to how they used to be if only just somewhat the same. Things change, people change and it all happens for a reason. Sometimes its for better or worse, you just can’t tell right at the moment. If he makes more time for me, I’ll make more effort. Shit, we could not be speaking at all or on some straight messenger, two lines a day type shit. which would be worse? i cant be on no kindergarden shit.

me: “nopes, you cant play with my bess fwiend cuz him no like you”
her: “yessuhn”
him: “yesh i dew !”
her: “seeee” *sticks tongue out*
me: “soooo i was here firstttt” ;[

somebody juice box gonna get snatched, and somebody gonna get left standin alone in the woodchips.
won’t be me. i’ll go play on the monkeybars and catch ya later.

in other news…

“i wonder if id fucc this up”
hm.
that question still lingers in my head. why? because i get a bad feeling when i read it. a “its possible” on some realness type of feeling. the HOW along with it is also there too.

grumpy, sleepy, happy and doc…
I wonder wtf that was about earlier. Oh well. We’ll see. or not.

he not gonna do nothing crazy tonight. he better not do nothing crazy. i hope he dont do nothin crazy =/

I’ve been praying for him even if he does do the same things over and over again. I’ll be glad when he does what he needs to do. I just hope he does it before its too late.

I’ve been praying for her also. I just hope she does what she needs to do in order to take care of herself and her kids instead of letting people stress her or hold her back.

Been praying for myself and living life through quotes as reminders of why I do what I do and how I do it. It relieves stress, keeps me level headed, and focused.

I’m too cute to stress.
Psch.

Lmao. I blocked chrissy. I just think she needs a timeout for saying dumb shit. She just called since I didn’t text back. Wonder what that vm says.

I got an hour until my shift is over. And I got a lil over time for coming in early. Chea.

Got my G1. Mari got a few new things. I think I’ll get us both new shoes and maybe an outfit or two for me. AE has a cute little brown and tan sweater and scarf set that I was eye’n. Might get that just cuz it reminds me of a pudding cup !