her: Whats wrong o.O
nesa: just tired
nesa: of everything
nesa: you ever get tired of caring?
her: all the time
nesa: thats me right now.
her: I think times like these are transitioning points, when you just stop caring
nesa: its like im fighting myself to care
nesa: and i wanna feel bad, mad, or sad at points, but i just feel [...]
Dec
4
Nov
30
I call myself being real, uninhibited, open, honest
But it seems to always backfire on me in the end
It makes me look needy, selfish, over-emotional
Damned if I do, damned if I don’t
Fuck it, let me unbutton the cuffs…
So if I shut up, bottle up, and let it ride
I look like a bitch, looked at as if [...]
