This is kind of a long read i guess. Earlier you may have seen me post this on plurk\twitter:
Pam Beesly : mad i’m up right now. i feel so stupid with a mix of other emotions. God must be testing me, yo. This has gotta be a test of my character.
Pam Beesly: this has gotta [...]


her: Whats wrong o.O
nesa: just tired
nesa: of everything
nesa: you ever get tired of caring?
her: all the time
nesa: thats me right now.
her: I think times like these are transitioning points, when you just stop caring
nesa: its like im fighting myself to care
nesa: and i wanna feel bad, mad, or sad at points, but i just feel [...]