my movie experience, was horrible. sooo won’t get into that. whatever. i’ll have to watch that on my own since i was so bullshittedly distracted and couldn’t enjoy it. womp.

my week has just ultimately sucked major bawlsackage.
what a life.

he lowkey said my life is crazy. i said his is no walk in the park either.

him: you are life
me: is that right
him: yeah
him: i won’t stress it again

werd.
;]

don’t think i just forgot how we argued like an old married couple today either.

he acted like an asshole, so i got bitchy. he gets pissy, i flip out, he ignores me ALL day. he knows i hate that shit. i lay a “truth trip” on him, (yeah, cause it wasn’t no guilt shit, just realness) and leave it be.

“i don’t care”. liar… don’t i know you better than that.

came around tonight just in time, because as i said, my night sucked.

him: i guess
him: but ur annoyed
me: nah, i think im just miserable
him: yeah
him: u are
me: well, fix it.
him: how?
me: idk
me: make me happy.
him: how can I?
me: the best way you can
me: tell me a joke

*insert comic relief here*

few minutes later, i hear that ringtone, and see his face all on the G1 screen…

i answer…

(wtf… are we playin the same song, damn near same part and everything.
point number 3 billion 1 on the soul mate chart, but eh… who’s counting)

of course, the intro of random bullshittery that is him, followed by the lecture i KNEW was comin’ in response to all the crap i said to him earlier.

i wouldn’t be so confused, if you weren’t so damn confused.
as moms would say “yall better get it together”

yall ain’t ready.

i kinda lied to him tonight though. eh, he knows i can’t stop doing certain things. okay, well yeah…i can stop. doesn’t mean i won’t think about it. i can’t help it. i know what i want, i guess i just want it now. besides, if i stopped, he’d think something was wrong lol.

i shall “stop questioning shit”, as long as he does the same.

back to my “nonplan”.

hi, i’m nesa. you must not know what that means. ;]
check the evidence…

oh yeah, let the countdown begin.
hells yeah…

i’ll be back with a plan that follows the “nonplan”.